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not dead... YET
ahh.. so long nvr bblog. hahah!!& what a nice way to start a post. so ntohings up. life is mundane, its moving but to nowhere but maybe somewhere. yeah u know that kind where u just wander around until u meet a light.. somewhat like the end of the tunnel? i know its too abrupt to be talkign abt 1 thign and then a whole other thing but just so I know, nobody is interested in the way i lived, how i lived my life and the going ons in it too. so... DOES ANYBODY KNOWS WHO OFFERING HOME TUTION FOR ENGINEERING MATHS? i suck at maths & cant study it if there's nobody to hold my hand through the journey. its been a long time!
firstly, i've been meaning to blog but always the mind decides to do something else and left the blogging to another time when i remember it.ive been wanting to blog this: 3 things why frends are better than ur parents.
the Jaebom controversy is so whatever. the netizens are just finding fault (more likely due to jealousy maybe.) with him who's way popular and getting all the right atttention where needed. whats up with the committing suicide petition? thats so absurd and crazy and totally off the record. so what if he hates korea? thats like freaking 4 years ago and pple d0 change within that 4 yrs ryte? urgh... i dunno abt these netizens seriously. being his fan and totally sharing his pain with him. you know, jaebom might be feeling a bit crazed by now if he knew the antis made up a commit suicide petition for him and if anyone thinks they know what he's feeling, i think they wont know unless they've been in his shoes before. this is total madness. netizens shouldnt just judge pple by one tiny mistake. before they judge others, face the mirror and judge urself. and ask urself, are u any better than him? what mistake could be paid by another soul seriously? and Park Jaebom, my heart goes out to u. will you marry me?
Will you marry me? Will you live forever with me?Whilst loving each other I want to have a child that looks like me, another one that looks like you And live, unhurt, for 1000, or 10000 years To be honest with you, I like you more than you like me And people say thats better between a man and a woman I’ll love you more. I’ll take care of you If you cry, if you’re having a hard time, if you’re hurt, I’ll hurt with you I’ll love you forever, I’ll protect you forever I’m thankful that I’ve met someone like you I want to love only you everyday Will you marry me (Rap) Marry me, there’s a feeling of happiness everyday And I look forward to tomorrow with you Why am I nervous You are the best, no matter how much I look at you Until our black hair becomes white Until our lives end Even if I put water to your hands, I won’t put tears in your eyes You as my half, I as your half I’ll love you as long as I breathe When time goes by and we get wrinkles You and I will be together like now I’ll love you more. I’ll take care of you If you cry, if you’re having a hard time, if you’re hurt, I’ll hurt with you I’ll love you forever, I’ll protect you forever I’m thankful that I’ve met someone like you I want to love only you everyday (Rap) You’re like the light which lightened up my dark life The sound of soup boiling greeting me The rain that falls on my thirsty heart The poem that contains the meaning of love The string of destiny that the heavens have allowed The meeting between you and I was meant to be You’ll be irreplaceable even if I was given the whole world You’ll be the only person in my life forever I’ll love you more. I’ll take care of you If you cry, if you’re having a hard time, if you’re hurt, I’ll hurt with you I’ll love you forever, I’ll protect you forever Im thankful that Ive met someone like you I want to love only you everyday well, i can say that out of a 100%, the major 90% will never have a fantasy life like this. just a random thought though... before all marriage, its a norm that u say whatever is said up there in the lyrcis... but den, only marriage will tell u the 100% ugly/sweet/nice truth. u'll never know unless u lived under 1 roof ryte? so what about the 10%? well, lets just say thier fantasy really do come true.:) its 4 in the morn and its obvious random things can pop out from ur brain from excessive encounter with reality and from exhaustive late night studying thanks to exams. :/ not that im complaing, but sometimes, letting it out is nice. :) lee seunggi ah... i'll marry u ok. crushed, crush, crushing
yes ashilah, ur head is heading on the right track.dont ever listen to heart. its young & does not use the time to deliberate what is what cos emotion brings u nowhere FT ISLAND'S 바래 . im so damn addicted to it!!!! i'll be missin it the next time i wake up to another day. waht a timing to be so into songs when ur suppose to be so into books and revision? bleahh.... meanie self temptation everywhere to go, yet dunno where
ashilah, its childish. head back to reality. head back to the start, head back to... home.is this what being 18 is about? life turned upside down, as well as ur heart heading off a diffrerent direction as ur head? or is it the point of the crossroads of life? i'll never get tired
 im not greedy. i would just like to have junho. wahahahah!!! a life time fan of him that is.
bad temptations
copying her report is tempting.cos im at wits end on how to go about doing the mechanisms for SN2. but im refraining... really refraining. not yet mentally drained. but, gotto rest for whatever is up for me tomorrow/ today? yes, working hard and trying hard as well. but time is always the main factor for every single student/worker soul out there that hinders achivements. unless, god is with u. |
